An Update and return?
Hello! its me omg i totally forgot i had this blog D: but im back and what have i been up to? well its been about two years so kinda a lot XD i got even more into minecraft if you can beilive it and i started learning a whole buncha languages!!! and stopped... ill get back to them eventually hahah
making international friends via minecraft has been really delightful and i am happy :)
in regards to my health my back pain worsened to the point where i went to the doctor and we found out i had a herniated disc :'D but! a year after that i got surgery for it and am now pain free for the last two and a half months!!!!! its been very exciting for me to go through all this and i am absolutly so so lucky to have gotten the lovely doctors and nurses and assistants and every single person who helped me along the way was such an absolute sweet heart or at least good with customer service haha
i am about half way through my physical therapy and feeling better than i have in years. my physical therapist is an utter delight and im so glad to have gotten such a kind and interesting to talk to doctor. i genuinely look forward to our conversations at my appointments.
I do feel some pain when i cough or clear my throat which i will have to bring up when i next go in, my back is always on good behavior when im at the doctors sighhhh nothing new XD
I have a really kind group of friends currently but sadly they are all online and international which means late nights or early mornings if i want to speak to them in real time. i dont mind the late nights but since my back pain lessened i find my tolerance for them greatly weakened, ah well if this is the price of health i dont mind too badly
my anxieties of my bad experience with a group of friends from 2022 still lingers even with how kind and empathetic my new friends are,,, i am noticing how unkind i am. both to myself and to others. i used to really treasure my kindness so it is something that i want to work on in the future.
my cats are both well, although they each recently had a health scare they ended up being healthy and im grateful despite the cost it took to find that out.
im going to an art class soon! maybe ill make a post about how it goes! i am very excited and -oH!! i just remembered i applied to join a big minecraft event in september!!! im currently in stage 2 of the application process and very nervous hahah but wether i get in or not im very happy and hopeful about things in general!
my mom wants me to start going to therapy again but idk i dont think i need it anymore, ah well the fruit snacks are nice so ill probly go again new tab
