my week i guess
tired today lowlevels of stress through the whole day a low boil of anxiety i need to finish filling out my ballot, i need to clean my room, i need to get a job, i need to be a kinder person , i need to find a purpose to life.
really i just want to take things one at a time, i want to figure out what my top 4 priorites are and work through them, i want to spend more time with my friends, i want to beilive less lies my brain tells me, i want to beilive my friends when they tell me they love me, i want to take long deep breaths, i want to read the books from the library, i want to make art, i want to be my favorite version of myself, i want to get a dog, i want to feel calm and peace for several consecutive hours at a time, i want my support network to grow and for me to learn to rely on them more often, i want to trust more people, i want to write poetry, i want to see the stars, i want to watch mcc with my friends again
