new hobby?
hello there friends tis i
ok so i was listening to between the sheets this month and its been making me want to carve out my own place in the world.
specificaly art and voice acting and the entertainment industry. im sure that i will eventually find something else that works for me but most of the people that Brian was interviewing were from that area of life so idk its just on my mind rn.
what i really want to do is still sailing
but my health really hasnt gotten all that much better :/ so im scared that i will fail which is silly because failing is good1!!!! it shows you what your naturally good at and what you need to work harder on if you dont want to go the path of least resistence(and i dont).
but i am very scared ... maybe i dont want to knwo what im good at or bad at , idk im still figureing it out. but i quite enjoy writing. i flourish when i write. or more accuratly i wither when i dont write.
i signed up for like 3 different writing thingy, 4thewords (defeat monsters with wordcount), 750words.com ( premise is write 750 words every day to get the brain goop out and have the other ideas have more room in your head), and honestly that one has proven quite effective at clearing my head; although i have yet to try it when i am feeling foggy so we will have to see, and i also signed up for NaNoWriMo i am learning from it, learning basic novel writing and creative writing in general things so thats cool!!!
i really recoment 750words its quite a good outlet-oh also its completly private you dont need to worry about anyone seeing your words if you dont want them too.
i just wrote all of those words while looking at the keyboard and now im a bit confused like do i normally do this? i cant remember lol but trying not to do it is difficult.
anyway i think thats all fore now- wait no i wanted to update yall and let ya know that i joined mastodon! its ok the emotes are my favorite part<2
ok fr now gn
signing off,
Aster C.
