End of April
List of Silly things i did this month:
- Started a show called sharkdog (i think? idk im watching it in spanish
- Hydroponics with my monstera
- Propagated my monstera!!
- Gave said propagate to my sister
List of difficult things i did this month:
- there were many
- Working on bettering my ergonomics
- Have begun to take cold showers!! (feeling much better, give it a try!)
List of things ive done this month that i am proud of:
- Picking up Español again!
- Walked 6 miles once (HUGE)
- Made a safety net for when im feeling bad
- Spoke to a friend who i havent seen in a while and i missed her
- Stopped ruminating on something that was bothering me my like A YEAR
- Got into silver league in duolingo :o
Update !! The writing everday has not happned but its a good thing as writing everyday doesnt work well for me... so yeahwriting somedays Bueno !! writing everyday ... mmm good goal but maybe l8r lol
My health : I didnt get very specific with it but a lot of it was anxiety about my physical health which in turn was making my physical health worse :( horrid cycle :((
anxiety is getting better tho!!! well not really but i am getting better at recognizing when i need to use the tools i have to soothe it tools like cold showers , having a more balanced diet (it previously (and still a bit currently) is/was mainly sugar/carbs), breathing excersises, mindfulness meditations etc.
i felt peace today :) while watching a Keralis video !! i love that guy so much he always makes me feel goods
"We enter this world / inspired to create / destined to ascend / seeking the canvas on which to cast our mark / you chose many to paint yourself upon / but were betrayed within"
" A creator / Robbed "
"But it couldn't take your light / The radiance you left in your wake / The return to creation / we are forever illuminated" -Alchemist Ascendant by Eidola
i love that song ^ so much
The start of it talks about how humans love art and making things, and how we persevere through the various challenges that may keep us down
preview of the next post cause this is a bit longer than i like it :P
mtg:c ????? :D elesh norn kinda a cutie ngl
español and how a mc server made me pick it up again
ergonomically correct set up ? not yet, but when and how
Adiós!
Aster.C
